Single Mother on the go

When the twilight comes on, and the darkness starts to envelop the whole world, that’s where the pain lingers most of the time. I can no longer imagine how my night end, one thing I am sure of its really sad and lonely night. For it’s silence gives me the moment to be poignant, its the time I am dealing with the pain, and it’s the time that its only me who shed my tears.

A lonely night that full of pain that I no longer want to get back, if only I can hold the sun to stay the longer to give me more sunshine for me to at least smile. However even the sun needs to settle and get rested. 

What about me? When can I get my break? When can this heart of mine free from any pain and aches? Soon, I hope for I really long for it.

Its weekend again, I dont know how am I going to spend this weekend without a little bucks from pocket. I should not be in this position, if only my student pays me on the due date. Sadly, its been 10 days already or should I say 11 days and she has not send the payment yet. I gave all the consideration and understanding, I did not expect she would do this to me. I cannot accept that she just forget it, where in fact I keeps on reminding her.

I just include her in my prayers that our Dear God would touch her heart and will send her payment anytime this day. I also pray that somehow my beau would contact me, I just miss him so much.

And viola, wish granted he just sent me message but we did not talk that much but at least he sent me messages I am contented knowing that he is in the safe place and doing great. That would be all for this saturday evening.. Enjoy the weekend guys..